Arriving in Pisa
with a number of other people, of whom I was one, Catherine was put up
by a
citizen who had a house near the Santa Cristina chapel.
On the Sunday, at the virgin’s request I said
Mass in this
church, and, to use the official expression, I “communicated” her. When
she had
received Communion she went as usual into ecstasy, her spirit,
thirsting for
its Creator—that is to say, the supreme Spirit—absenting itself as far
as it
could from the senses. We were waiting for her to come back to herself,
so as
to receive some kind of spiritual encouragement from her, as we often
did on
these occasions, when to our surprise we saw her little body, which had
been
lying prostrate, gradually rise up until it was upright on its
knees, her arms
and hands stretched themselves out, and light beamed from her face; she
remained in this position for a long time, perfectly stiff, with her
eyes
closed, and then we saw her suddenly fall, as though mortally wounded.
A little
later, her soul recovered its senses.
Then the virgin sent for me and said quietly,
“You must
know, Father, that by the mercy of the Lord Jesus I now bear in my body
His
stigmata.” I replied that while I had been watching the movements
of her body
when she was in ecstasy I had suspected something of the sort; I
asked her how
the Lord had done all this. She said, “I saw the Lord fixed to the
cross coming
towards me in a great light, and such was the impulse of my soul to go
and meet
its Creator that it forced the body to rise up. Then from the scars of
His most
sacred wounds I saw five rays of blood coming down towards me, to my
hands, my
feet and my heart. Realizing what was to happen, I exclaimed, ‘O Lord
God, I
beg you—do not let these scars show on the outside of my body!’ As I
said this,
before the rays reached me their colour changed from blood red to the
colour of
light, and in the form of pure light they arrived at the five points of
my body,
hands, feet and heart.” “So then,” I said, no ray reached your right
side?”
“No,” she replied, “it came straight to my left side, over my heart;
because
that line of light from Jesus’s right side struck me directly, not
aslant.” “Do
you feel any pain at these points now?” I asked. She heaved a great
sigh, and
answered, “I feel such pain at those five points, especially in my
heart, that
if the Lord does not perform another miracle I do not see how I can
possibly go
on, and within a few days I shall be dead.”
From Lamb’s
translation, pp. 175-6