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Giovanni di Paolo
St.
Catherine of Siena
Exchanges
Hearts
with Jesus
Third quarter
of 15th century
Metropolitan Museum of Art
This depicts an episode narrated in
Raymond of Capua's Life of St. Catherine
of Siena:
Once,
when she was praying to the Lord with
the utmost
fervour, saying to Him as the Prophet had done, “Create a clean heart
within
me, O God, and renew a right spirit within my bowels,” and
asking
Him again and again to take her own heart and will from her, He
comforted her
with this vision. It appeared to her that her Heavenly Bridegroom came
to her
as usual, opened her left side, took out her heart, and then went away.
This
vision was so effective and agreed so well with what she felt inside
herself
that in confession she told her confessor that she no longer had a
heart in her
breast. He shook his head a little at this way of putting it, and in a
joking
way reproved her; but she repeated it and insisted that she meant
what she
said. “Truly, Father,” she said, “in so far as I feel anything at all,
it seems
to me that my heart has been taken away altogether. The Lord did indeed
appear
to me, opened my left side, took my heart out and went away.” Her
confessor then
pointed out that it is impossible to live without a heart, but the
virgin
replied that nothing is impossible to God, and that she was convinced
that she
no longer had a heart. And for some time she went on repeating this,
that she
was living without a heart.
One day she was in the church of the
Preaching Friars, which
the Sisters of Penance of St. Dominic in Siena
used to attend. The others had gone out, but she went on praying.
Finally she
came out of her ecstasy and got up to go home. All at once a light from
heaven
encircled her, and in the light appeared the Lord, holding in His holy
hands a
human heart, bright red and shining. At the appearance of the Author of
Light
she had fallen to the ground, trembling all over, but He came up to
her, opened
her left side once again and put the heart He was holding in His hands
inside
her, saying, “Dearest daughter, as I took your heart away from you the
other
day, now, you see, I am giving you mine, so that you can go on living
with it
for ever.” With these words He closed the opening He had made in her
side, and
as a sign of the miracle a scar remained on that part of her flesh, as
I and
others were told by her companions who saw it. When I determined to get
to the
truth, she herself was obliged to confess to me that this was so, and
she added
that never afterwards had she been able to say, “Lord, I give you my
heart.”
After the reception of this heart, then, in
such a gracious
and marvellous way, from the abundance of its graces poured forth
Catherine’s great
works and her most marvellous revelations. In point of fact she never
approached the sacred altar without being shown many things beyond the
range of
the senses, especially when she received Holy Communion. She often saw
a baby
hidden in the hands of the priest; sometimes it was a slightly older
boy; or
again, she might see a burning fiery furnace, into which the priest
seemed to
enter at the moment when he consumed the sacred Species. When she
herself
received the most adorable Sacrament, she would often smell such a
strong sweet
smell that she almost fainted. Seeing or receiving the Sacrament of the
Altar
always generated fresh and indescribable bliss in her soul, so that her
heart
would very often throb with joy within her breast, making such a loud
noise
that it could be heard even by her companions. At last, having
noticed this so
often, they told her confessor Fra Tommaso about it. He made a
close inquiry
into the matter and on finding it was true left the fact in writing as
an
imperishable record.
This noise bore no resemblance to the
gurgling that goes on
naturally in the human stomach; there was nothing natural about the
noise at
all. There is nothing surprising in the fact that a heart given in a
supernatural way should act in a supernatural way too, for, as the
Prophet
says, “My heart and my flesh have rejoiced in the Living God,” that is
to say,
“They have jumped out, into the Living God.”
The Prophet says, “the living God”,
to signify that
this special beating or heart action, being caused by the true Life,
does not
bring death to the person to whom it happens as it would in the
ordinary course
of nature, but Life.
After the miraculous exchange of hearts the
virgin felt a
different person, and she said to her confessor Fra Tommaso, “Can’t you
see,
Father, that I am not the person I was, but am changed into someone
else?” And
she went on, “If only you could understand how I feel, Father! I don’t
believe
that anyone who really knew how I feel inside could be obstinate enough
not to
be softened or be proud enough not to humble himself – for all that I
reveal is
nothing compared to what I feel.” She described what she was
experiencing,
saying, “My mind is so full of joy and happiness that I am amazed my
soul stays
in my body.” And she also said, “There is so much heat in my soul that
this
material fire seems cool by comparison, rather than to be giving out
heat; it
seems to have gone out, rather than to be still burning.” And again,
“This heat
has generated in my mind a renewal of purity and humility, so that I
seem to
have gone back to the age of four or five. And at the same time so much
love of
my fellow-men has blazed up in me that I could face death for them
cheerfully
and with great joy in my heart.” All this she told her confessor alone,
in secret;
but from others she hid as much as she could.
From Lamb’s translation,
pages 164-166
More of St. Catherine
of Siena
Photographed at the site by Richard Stracke
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